too little too late.....?......

as u know the hell of last week....oh no i mean school vacation week is over....yay..my youngest did something to his knee and he has been chairbound...my oldest has been well the same disrespecting teenager as always and ive well i haven't enhaled oreos...YAY FOR ME! today is sunday and we went to wrights all u can eat chicken farm for my nanas 94th birthday. this morning my "hubby" before mass told me that he is upset with me because he feels like my teenager is joining the military to get away from me....and if i dont stop being so strict i will drive my youngest away.....and a barrage of emotional fighting insues.....and then i need to go CELEBRATE my grams dinner happy happy joy joy.......i couldnt even eat my food,,,check that....i ate it then was so stressed it didnt stay down......then i dont want to eat anything because of the way in or i want to eat everything all at once...did i start this diet to late am i doing to little to help myself lose weight...? this blog helps and hurts at the same time please bear with me......tomorrow is weigh in day sigh should i give it all up?