letting go of the oreo........

ok so on the 12th of april i humbily signed up for weight watchers....stepped on the scale and told the woman..dont tell me just write it down and ill look at it later...i sat thru the meeting and felt a tad optimistic( i think i can i think i can )...but again i still hadnt looked at my actual weight...i finished my meeting....got in my minivan (my comfort zone) and looked at the number.......OMG omg OMG...how the hell did that happened? how did i lose such control of my weight?...this body no way reflects the person that is being choked by the fat it conains . was it the oreos...the bread...the chocolate ....? food for me has been a crutch....i firmly admit i am a emotional eater!!!! how come oreos taste better than carrots? how come the are so yummy and u cant just eat one? dam things.....so this is it im saying good bye to those heavenly objects that have double stuffed creme and the wonderful taste of chocolate........